Happy and disappointed

I was so happy when I woke up this morning and saw the bright, beautiful sunshine. Because of the warmer temperatures and lack of wind, I decided it was time to try my first run outside after a very long winter inside.

I bundle up – a little too much I found out later on – and headed out. It was gorgeous outside. The streets in my neighborhood were a little slippery yet so I had to be very careful until I reached the main road. Once there, I took off on my run. It felt so good…for the first half a mile or so. I was slowly running out of breath. I think my pace was little too fast when I started. I slowed down a bit so I could keep a steady pace. 

I did end up walking – a total of three times – but not very far each time. It was just enough to catch my breath. I ended up going a total of 2.4 miles in 30 minutes. I was little disappointed. But just a little.

I was happy to finally be running outside, but I really thought I could run all of it and not have to walk. I guess that was the disappointing part. But, overall, I felt good. To be running outside instead of in my basement on the treadmill was fantastic! As the weather warms up, I hope to find many more of my days hitting the pavement instead of the treadmill!

Here’s to a better time and distance next time!

Ya gotta love Girl Scout Cookies, right?

This morning, as I was perusing the WebMD website (which I do frequently…not sure ask why…I just do!), and I came across an article about Girl Scout cookies. First off, this is the first year I didn’t buy any. Not that I did that on purpose, it just happened that way. I had the opportunity, as a co-worker’s daughter was selling them, but I kind of forgot. Maybe, subconsciously, I forgot. Nevertheless, I didn’t order any.

And honestly, that’s okay.

Anyway, so I was reading this article (www.webmd.com/food-recipes/features/surviving-girl-scout-cookie-season), which was written by Elaine Magee, MPH, RD (whatever that means!) and found it to be very interesting. The article was titled, "Surviving Girl Scout cookie season: Can you enjoy Girl Scout cookies without blowing your diet?" First off, as many of you know, I despise the word diet, but I read most of the article because at the end, the author ranked the cookies. She ranked them from most figure-friendly to least, of popular Girl Scout cookie options.

Here is her rankings, which, to be honest, didn’t really surprise me:

1. *Reduced Fat Daisy Go Rounds (1 100-calorie pack; 24 grams).
*Lowest in fat; lowest in saturated fat; lowest in calories
Fat grams: 2
Saturated fat grams: 1
Calories:100
Sugar grams: 8
Total carbohydrate grams:19
Fiber grams: less than 1
I tried these last year – and really, really liked them! Would definitely order them again. 2 WW pts.      

2. *Shortbread (4 cookies; 26 grams)
*Lowest in sugar; second-lowest in fat
Fat grams: 4.5
Saturated fat grams: 2
Calories: 120
Sugar grams: 4
Total carbohydrate grams: 19
Fiber grams: less than 1
I have never had these. 3 WW pts. 

3. Do-si-dos (2 cookies; 24 grams)
Fat grams: 5
Saturated fat grams: 1.5
Calories: 110
Sugar grams: 7
Total carbohydrate grams: 16
Fiber grams: less than 1
These are okay, but wouldn’t necessarily order them again. 3 WW pts.     

4. Thank U Berry Munch (2 cookies; 25 grams)
Fat grams: 5
Saturated fat grams: 2
Calories: 120
Sugar grams: 7
Total carbohydrate grams: 18
Fiber grams: less than 1
I have never tried these, nor have I had of these. 3 WW pts.      

5. *Peanut Butter Sandwich (3 cookies, 35 grams)
* Tied with Lemon Chalet for highest in carbohydrate grams
Fat grams: 6
Saturated fat grams: 2.5
Calories: 160
Sugar grams: 8
Total carbohydrate grams: 26
Fiber grams: less than 1
Um, yeah, love these. Go figure. I am a peanut butter lover! 4 WW pts.     

6. Thanks-A-Lot (2 cookies, 31 grams)
Fat grams: 6
Saturated fat grams: 3.5
Calories:150
Sugar grams: 9
Total carbohydrate grams: 22
Fiber grams: less than 1
I think I have tried these but don’t remember so they must not have been that memorable. 4 WW pts.     

7. Trefoils (5 cookies, 33 grams)
Fat grams = 8
Saturated fat grams = 2.5
Calories = 160
Sugar grams = 7
Total carbohydrate grams = 22
Fiber grams = less than 1
I have never heard of these. 4 WW pts.      

8. *Lemon Chalet Cremes (2 cookies; 32 grams)
* Highest in calories; Tied for highest in sugar with Caramel deLites; Tied with Peanut Butter Sandwiches for highest in carbohydrates
Fat grams: 7
Saturated fat grams: 2.5
Calories: 170
Sugar grams: 13
Total carbohydrate grams: 26
Fiber grams: less than 1 gram
Um, yeah, once again, love these. They are so delectable! A true delight! Of course I love ‘em, they are high in calories and fat! 4 WW pts.

9. Lemonades (2 cookies, 31 grams)
Fat grams: 7
Saturated fat grams: 4
Calories: 150
Sugar grams: 9
Total carbohydrate grams: 22
Fiber grams: 0
Yep, love these, too! I would probably actually order these again and just try to eat two per day. 4 WW pts.      

10. Thin Mints from Little Brownie Bakers (4 cookies, 32 grams)
Fat grams: 8
Saturated fat grams: 5
Calories: 160
Sugar grams: 10
Total carbohydrate grams: 22
Fiber grams: less than 1 gram
Hello, can you say delicious? These are my FAVORITE! And no, I would not and have not ordered these in a couple of years because I have no control with these. If I have one, I eat the whole sleeve….and yes, in one sitting! 4 WW pts.    

11. *Caramel deLites (2 cookies, 28 grams)
*Highest in sugar; Tied with Thin Mints by ABC and Samoas for the highest in saturated fat
Fat grams: 7
Saturated fat grams: 6
Calories: 140
Sugar grams: 13
Total carbohydrate grams: 19
Fiber grams: 1
Just okay. Definitely not my favorite and probably wouldn’t ever order them again. 3 WW pts.      

12. Peanut Butter Patties (2 cookies, 28 grams)
Fat grams = 8
Saturated fat grams = 5
Calories = 150
Sugar grams = 10
Total carbohydrate grams = 17
Fiber grams = less than 1
Hmm, peanut butter? Yep, you guessed it….I love ‘em. Haven’t had any in a couple of years. 4 WW pts.      

13. *Tagalongs (2 cookies, 25 grams)
* Highest in fat: Lowest in carbohydrate grams
Fat grams = 9
Saturated fat grams = 5
Calories = 140
Sugar grams = 8
Total carbohydrate grams = 13
Fiber grams = less than 1 gram
Yep, love these, too. Wow, I guess I love a lot of the Girl Scout cookies. Maybe it was a good idea I missed out on ordering them! 4 WW pts.

14. Dulce de Leche (4 cookies, 30 grams)
Fat grams = 8 grams
Saturated fat grams = 3.5
Calories = 160
Sugar grams = 9
Total carbohydrate grams = 19
Fiber grams = less than 1
Never heard of these. 4 WW pts.

15. * Samoas (2 cookies, 29 grams)
* Tied with Thin Mints (ABC) and Caramel deLites for highest in saturated fat
Fat grams: 8
Saturated fat grams: 6
Calories: 150
Sugar grams: 11
Total carbohydrate grams: 19
Fiber grams: less than 1
Just okay. I loved them when they first came out, but I think I may have eaten too many! Can definitely live without them. 4 WW pts.

16. *Thin Mints from ABC Bakers (4 cookies, 32 grams)
*Tied with Caramel deLites and Samoas for highest in saturated fat
Fat grams = 8
Saturated fat grams = 6
Calories = 160
Sugar grams = 10
Total carbohydrate grams = 21
Fiber grams = less than 1
Read my previous entry for Thin Mints. My ultimate favorite Girl Scout cookie…EVER! 4 WW pts.

So, now you know the scoop on Girl Scout cookies. Do you think it will change you mind about eating them? Or does it not really matter? Let me know your thoughts.

My first day

Okay, so I started my first day at my new part-time job today. First off, I have been at my full-time job for nearly 11 years, so it was really strange to be learning the ropes somewhere new.

It seriously brought me back to the days of being a teenager and starting that first job. It felt strange, kind of stressful, yet exhilarating. The first part was simple and easy – stock the tables with product. That wasn’t so bad, but strangely, it was fast paced. Fun, really. I will tell you one thing, there sure is a lot of product – more than I thought when I was just attending the meetings.

Next, it came time to learn how to weigh people in. I watched as the person training me weighed, calculated, smiled and offered comments when needed in such an effortless manner. Just like when I attend the meetings, I am in awe of the three women who currently work there. But I thought, "Yep, I can do this." Until it was my time to step in and start doing it. O-M-G!!!! Not that it was hard, but it was kind of stressful. I mean, come on, I am weighing people in and calculating their losses – and in some cases, small gains. If my math isn’t right, I can accidentally give someone a gain of two pounds instead of a loss of two pounds. I also felt like I had to hurry so I didn’t make anyone wait. Although really, I didn’t have to because everyone was so understanding and nice knowing that I was "the new girl." 

Once we got through everyone, it was time for just a little paperwork. That wasn’t so bad.

So, what was the most amazing part? I knew when the meeting started, I heard the leader begin her spiel, but then, all of a sudden, I heard her voice again and she was telling everyone to have a good day. It was all over and I didn’t hear a single word of the meeting. Oh, I did hear her tell everyone that I was there training today and everyone clapped, which, to be honest, was way cool. But that was it. I have no idea what the meeting was about. I don’t know what tips she gave everyone. I don’t know the important information she shared. That part kind of disappointed me. Kind of. I love attending the meetings.

But, I also loved doing what I did today and I can see myself getting more comfortable each week and really fitting in. I enjoyed it despite the fact that I missed the meeting. I definitely can’t wait for next week to do it all over again.

I am still here

I apologize that I haven’t taken the time to post lately…it seems I have been busier than normal. Or wait, maybe I should have said, lazier than normal!

Things have been going very well for me, which is maybe why I haven’t blogged in awhile….I don’t have much to blog about! The exercising is going better than expected and the eating is going about the same. I have my good days and my not so good days.

I do have good new to share with everyone…I started my new job at Weight Watchers today. Unfortunately, I don’t have the time right now to post, but I PROMISE I WILL POST TONIGHT and fill you all in. It was….

I will leave it at that for right now. Check back tonight after 8 p.m. and read all about it!

Thanks for hanging with me and reading my blog, as well as becoming a fan of mine on Facebook. I really, truly appreciate each and every one of you. Until later, take care!

Cereal and serving sizes

I used to be a cereal junkie – I would not only have cereal for breakfast, but I would often times have for lunch, an afternoon snack, a bedtime snack and sometimes, for supper. Okay, not all in the same day, though. I liked it because it was quick and easy and I thought, healthy. I was wrong. Sort of.

Sometimes, I would eat the good-for-you stuff like Cheerios, Wheaties, Shredded Wheat (yes, it was frosted!), Grape Nuts, Raisin Bran and such. And sometimes, I would eat the not-so-good stuff like Lucky Charms, Cap’N Crunch (the peanut butter variety), Cocoa Pebbles, Fruit Loops and more.

When I ate cereal, I would grab a bowl out of the cupboard – the one that came with our set of dishes, not some mongo bowl we bought separately because ours were too small and we wanted mongo-sized bowls. Nope, these were "thee bowls" that came with our set. Every time I poured the cereal, I never really paid attention to how much could actually fit in those mongo-sized bowls. I have one word: WOW!

Until yesterday. I was reading something on the Hungry Girl website about the serving sizes of different food items and I think cereal was mentioned, which made me think a little. (Yes, I do that from time to time.) Have you ever actually looked at what the serving size is for the cereal you’ve been eating? I was shocked. The ranges of serving sizes for the five boxes of cereal we have in our cupboard (my son and husband are still cereal junkies!) went from a half a cup to one cup, but the serving size most used was three-fourths of a cup. Yep, just a measly 3/4 cup. Really, who eats just three-fourths of a cup of cereal?

So, just for fun, I took out one of our mongo-sized bowls and poured a typical "Celeste-sized" amount of my son’s Lucky Charms into it. Then, I took the cereal and poured it into a giant-sized measuring cup. Giant-sized as in a glass, four-cup measuring device. Want to know how much was in that typical "Celeste-sized" bowl? You might be surprised.

First, I will tell you that I was shocked. I mean really, I thought our bowls were averaged-sized bowls. Like I said, they came with our set. But I guess looking back on it, we did go out and buy smaller – yes, I said, smaller – bowls because the ones we had were good for soup and such, but when we used to eat ice cream, we could go through a whole 1.5 quart container after serving up three bowls for my husband, my son and myself. So, yeah, I guess they are THAT big, which is good and bad I guess, depending on what you are eating. Ice cream, bad. Broccoli, good.

Anyway, the serving size on the box of Lucky Charms was three-fourths of a cup. 3/4 of a cup. The amount in the bowl? Three cups. Yes, 3 cups…….four times the serving size. FOUR! I seriously couldn’t believe it. A serving size – the 3/4 cup one – has 110 calories, 1 gram of fat and 1 gram of fiber. OK, the fat and fiber aren’t that bad, but take the calories and multiply that by four and it adds up. Especially, when sometimes, I wouldn’t eat just one bowl. Hmmm, no wonder I was at the store buying cereal what seemed like all the time. I really was buying it all the time. And no wonder I wasn’t ever losing weight.

After finding out how much was in the bowl, I immediately went to my Weight Watchers website and punched in a typical serving size – 3/4 cup – of Lucky Charms. It was only two points. Not bad, I thought. Then, I typed in three cups, which is the amount in the bowl, and it was 8.5 points. YIKES.

I honestly believe that cereal is one of those foods that people just eat and don’t even think about. I don’t think there are too many people out there who actually eat just one serving of their favorite brand. I mean, really, why would anyone eat just 3/4 cup of Lucky Charms. If I am going to eat cereal, I want enough to make it worth it. Come on, really? Three-fourths? I don’t think so. That’s like eating three bites, isn’t it?

Now, I should have mentioned I had no intentions of eating the cereal, I was just using it as an experiment. So, I poured it back into the box, closed it up tightly and put it back in the cupboard. My son will have no clue I tampered with his cereal! :-)

After checking out the Lucky Charms, I decided to check into a few others. Here’s what I found. A serving size of Grape Nuts consists of 200 calories, 1 gram of fat and 7 grams of fiber. I used to eat Grape Nuts on a regular basis, not only because I thought it was uber healthy, but because I really loved the taste, especially when I would cut up a banana on it. A 1/2 cup serving has 3 WW points. I guarantee you that I never ate just a 1/2 cup portion. Two cups of Grapes Nuts, however, has 15.5 points and three cups, which I am sure I ate on more than one occasion, has a whopping 23.5 points. Seriously, and I used to eat it all the time. Thank goodness I don’t anymore. 

Here’s some more: Wheaties – 3/4 cup = 1 point, 3 cups = 7.5 points; Cheerios – 1 cup = 2 points, 3 cups = 5.5 ponts; Cap’N Crunch, 3/4 cup = 2 points, 3 cups = 9 points; Frosted Shredded Wheat – 1 cup = 3 points, 3 cups = 10.5 points; Cocoa Pebbles – 3/4 = 2 points, 3 cups = 8.5 points and Raisin Bran, 1 cup = 3 points, 3 cups = 11 points.

So next time you reach for a box of cereal, just out the facts first and make sure your measuring cups are nearby or, just make sure you’re not using a mongo-sized bowl!

P.S. Check out the Confessions of a Fat Girl Facebook page and see what people have to say about the question I posted on cereal.

Fast food

I am not a big fan of fast food, except for places like Subway, Quiznos and Jimmy John’s. I know what you’re probably thinking…they’re all sandwich places and are not always the healthiest. You’re right – kind of.

At Subway, I can order the chicken breast sandwich minus the cheese and mayo, of course. Or the ham and turkey sandwich. And, I always order my sandwiches on the wheat bread. I am not sure of the actual calorie or fat content, but I know the sandwiches that I eat are only 6 or 7 Weight Watcher points. If I order the baked Lays plain potato chips, which really are good, I have to add another two points.

At Quiznos, I get the small honey bourbon chicken sandwich (no cheese or mayo) on wheat bread and it is only 6 WW points. Again, if I add a bag of chips, I add an extra two points. This is probably one of the more flavorful sandwiches I order at a fast food joint.

My favorite place for a sandwich, though, is Jimmy John’s, which is surprising because I strongly dislike the bread. BUT – I love and I mean love, the Unwich! You can order any of the sandwiches at Jimmy John’s in an Unwich, which is a sandwich wrapped in a lettuce leaf. No bread. Yeah! I always order the #4 Turkey Tom with no mayo or cheese and I add cucumbers and avocado spread. Point value for that particular Unwich? A whopping two. Yep, 2 WW points for a whole sandwich. I definitely add a bag of baked chips when I eat at Jimmy John’s.

And yes, I know, I can eat a salad at other fast food places, but you have to be careful. Salads, although they sound healthy for you, can turn out to be extremely fattening. Especially if you have cheese, croutons, bacon bits and a creamy-style dressing, such as ranch. I think some people would be really surprised by how many calories and fat grams are in some fast food salads.

I haven’t eaten at a Taco John’s, Arby’s, Hardees or McDonald’s for quite some time. And as for Burger King…I don’t think I have been to one since I worked there as a teenager. I really dislike BK. Sorry to those who love it. The smell is what really gets me. It seriously makes me nauseous. Sorry. 

There is one place, however, that I haven’t been to in a long time that I have been meaning to try – or at least look up some of the items on its website to see if the claims on its latest television ads are true.

You guessed it. Taco Bell. A while ago, Taco Bell aired television ads about its "new" diet drive-thru menu. The ads made it appear that people who were "dieting" could eat there and lose weight. In my opinion, the ads were a little cheesy and a little far-fetched. I mean seriously, Taco Bell as "diet food." Whatever.

Well, I finally took the time to check out their website and the nutritional information on their "diet" fresco menu items. Here’s what I found:

Fresco Crunchy Taco: 150 calories, 7 grams of fat and 3 grams of fiber – 3 WW pts.
Fresco Soft Taco (beef): 180 calories, 7 grams of fat and 3 grams of fiber – 4 WW pts.
Fresco Burrito Supreme (chicken): 340 calories, 8 grams of fat and 8 grams of fiber – 7 WW pts.
Fresco Burrito Supreme (steak): 330 calories, 8 grams of fat and 8 grams of fiber – 6 WW pts.
Fresco Ranchero Chicken Soft Taco: 170 calories, 4 grams of fat and 2 grams of fiber – 3 WW pts.
Fresco Grilled Steak Soft Taco: 160 calories, 4.5 grams of fat and 2 grams of fiber – 3 WW pts.
Fresco Bean Burrito: 340 calories, 8 grams of fat and 11 grams of fiber – 7 WW pts.

And just in case you felt like having nachos, I would suggest avoiding the Volcano Nachos, which has 1,000 calories, 62 grams of fat and 16 grams of fiber. A whopping 24 WW pts.
 

My suggestion is that if you want to eat out at a fast food restaurant, do it. BUT, check out the restaurant’s website before you go. Most of them have their nutritional facts listed. I bet it will be quite the eye-opening experience. It was for me!

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Olive Garden, swimsuits and ice cream

My husband and I decided to take a spontaneous trip to St. Cloud on Friday and Saturday. It’s only an hour away from where we live, but it was so nice to get away!

We stayed at Country Inn and Suites near downtown. Nice hotel with a great continental breakfast complete with scrambled eggs, biscuits and gravy (I don’t like this but my husband was thrilled!), along with waffles, french toast, cereal, fruit, yogurt and much, much more. The rooms were awesome, too. Overall, I would probably give this hotel a 9 out of 10.

Anyway, on Friday night, we decided to eat at Olive Garden. I know, not the healthiest choice, but we were living it up and celebrating a Valentine’s weekend. I opted for the Steak Gorgonzola Alfredo. Yeah, it was delicious. Seriously delicious. We both had salad and of course, I had to have a breadstick. My meal came with four small (tiny, really) pieces of steak about equal I am guessing to a five-ounce hunk of meat. I ate all but one bite of steak as I had to let my husband have a taste. I also tasted a bite of his entree – Chianti Braised Short Ribs. As for my pasta, I probably ate about a fourth of it. OMG, it was so filling. I mean, filling with a capital F. 

But here’s the thing, though – I have eaten at Olive Garden before. Before as in pre-healthier living lifestyle. My husband and I would have the salad, most often getting two helpings. We would eat our first order of breadsticks and then we would often get a second order. I would eat my entire entree and then we would, of course, get dessert. I would have no problem eating all of that and then seriously, I would be hungry in about an hour. This time, I probably ate a third of the salad, one breadstick and not even half of my meal. That was cool. I was happy.

Of course, we did order dessert, but we shared one. We had the chocolate gelato. It was delicious with capital D. Oh, add of course, we had wine! You can’t go to a pasta place and not have wine. Right?

OK, so I will admit I didn’t log any of my meal on my Weight Watchers website. I did, however, figure out that if I would have eaten my entire entree – now that’s not counting the salad, the breadstick, the dessert or the wine – it would have been 31 points. Yep, 31. Thirty-One! I looked it up on the Olive Garden website and found that just the entree alone was 1,310 calories and 73 grams of fat; it also had 9 grams of fiber, but with that many calories and that much fat, I don’t think the fiber necessarily helped. So yeah, I was happy I didn’t eat it all.

Saturday, after a delicious breakfast – yes, I ate at the breakfast bar at the hotel despite the fact that I brought my own breakfast with me. And yes, it was super delicious. And no, once again, I didn’t log any of it nor did I figure out the points this time. Yes, shame on me. And no, I didn’t care. I am learning that it’s okay to once and awhile just live and not be so strict.

Anyway, after we checked out, we decided to go shopping. We hit the mall first and walked and walked and walked. I bet we walked for nearly three hours. Didn’t buy a whole lot, which was good. We were a little tired, but neither of us were hungry. The breakfast we had was really staying with us. So, we decided to hit Kohl’s. My husband went his way and I went mine – directly to the swimsuits. Yes, I said swimsuits. At the time, I didn’t think this was a bad idea. Really, I didn’t.

Well, after picking out several styles and hitting the dressing room, I decided it was a very bad idea. Unless you are Cindy Crawford beautiful, swimsuits, really, are just a bad idea. Why did I think that having a body that was 40 pounds lighter would look decent in a swimsuit when my skin hasn’t seen the light of day for months? Pasty white, sagging skin on an untoned body does not…I repeat…does not….look good in a bathing suit. Period. I like my new, 40-pound lighter body fully clothed. As I am sure does the rest of the world. Although not entirely defeated, just kind of bummed, I headed out of the dressing room with my arms empty and pocketbook the same. 

I found my husband and after checking out (he got a couple of things) we headed out the door. As I jumped in the driver’s seat of my car, I knew exactly where I was heading.

Yep, 20 points later, I was indulging in a Cold Stone Creamery Birthday Cake Remix (without the sprinkles) Love It sized ice cream treat!

My workout buddy

I had a great workout with my new (well, I guess maybe she’s not that new anymore) workout buddy, Tina, this morning and last night, too. Our workouts have been awesome and the cool part, they go so fast. 

We have been trying to workout at least three times a week, but unfortunately, because life sometimes throws curve balls at you, the last couple of weeks, it has only been twice a week. But here’s the thing, those curve balls have been thrown at Tina and let me tell you, they haven’t been small little curve balls. No, they are the giant, twisting, gut-wrenching curve balls that make you want to curl up in a ball yourself and not leave your house for several days. In the past month, she’s lost two people in her life – a friend and a family member. It hasn’t been easy. 

But, and it’s a big but – she hasn’t given up. She’s trying her best and that’s what I find inspiring. We have changed our workout schedules around because of stuff happening – in both of our lives – and are making it work. Both of us have said that if we didn’t have each other to work out with, we would probably wouldn’t. Like last night, for example. Tina wasn’t feeling the best, she’s kind of got a cold coming on and she could have just called me and said she couldn’t work out. But she didn’t. I was tired from a long week and I could have called her and said I couldn’t work out. But I didn’t. We are accountable to each other and that’s what I need. That’s what she needs. We both said that if we wouldn’t have gotten together last night, we both would have just set our butts on the couch in front of our TVs and wouldn’t have given exercise a second thought. But instead, we worked out for about 45 minutes. Of course, we sat and chatted afterward for about another 45 minutes, but at least we did it. 

This morning, both of us were tired. Did we want to get up and workout at 6:30 a.m. No. But guess what, we did. And it was an awesome workout. She did the treadmill for 45 minutes and I was on the elliptical for 45 minutes. The cool and best part, it was worth 5 activity points when I entered it on my Weight Watchers log. How awesome is that? And, to top it all off, we both felt great afterward. Energized. 

If you are the type of person, like myself, who would much rather workout with a friend than by yourself, do it. Find someone that you can do this with. Make it work. Find someone who will motivate you. Inspire you. Make you accountable. Just like the Nike slogan says, "Just do it!"

C-R-A-V-I-N-G-S!!!!

Cravings. Why do we get them and why are they always for foods that aren’t necessarily good for us? Well, ok, the cravings I have are NEVER for foods that are good for me. And no, my cravings have nothing to do with a bun in the oven because this isn’t one, nor will there ever be one! My cravings are just that. Cravings. Big. Fat. Cravings.

When I get a craving, it is usually for my favorite pizza from a great little small-town restaurant called Angelina’s, which is in my little town of Alexandria. It has a thin, crispy, cracker-like crust with a thick, paste-like tomato sauce and lots of real, perfectly melted mozzarella cheese and green olives. Yep, that’s it. Cheese and green olives. Oh, but it is so good. Delicious. Believe it or not, I am not a big fan of meat – especially greasy, fat-filled pepperoni – on my pizza. I’m kind of a veggie pizza gal.

Every now and then, I get a major hankering for Angelina’s cheese and green olive pizza. The kind of hankering that just the thought of it makes my mouth water and I have to remember to keep my mouth closed for fear that I will drool – a lot. When I get this kind of craving, it usually doesn’t go away until it is satisfied. 

I also will get giant cravings for sweet things, like recently, when I could not get the thought out of my head that I had to have vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup on it whipped up with a spoon until it was smooth and creamy. Seriously, I bet I thought about it for more than a week. I finally broke down and had it, which you read about previously. 

Sometimes, these cravings or maybe more obsessions, really bother me. Especially because they are always for non-healthy, extremely fattening foods. I mean, seriously, I love veggies, but I don’t CRAVE them in that almost mad dog with rabies kind-a-like feeling. You know what I mean? I eat veggies every single day. I eat sweet stuff almost every single day. Like The Skinny Cow white mint chocolate truffle ice cream bars or Weight Watchers lemon snack cakes or the dulce de leche 60-calorie Jell-O. 

So why? Why do people, okay, me, have cravings like that? The kind where I almost feel like I would kill (not literally, you sillys) for my favorite ice cream from Cold Stone Creamery or a piece of regular birthday cake or those to-die-for Lofthouse sugar cookies with oh-my-goodness frosting? Why?

I poked around a bit on the Internet for answers and got several – comfort, escape, quick energy, lack of vitamins and minerals, weakness in your glands (pancreas, thyroid, adrenals), overgrowth of yeast in the intestines (yes, really, that is what one site said), addiction (that sounds a little more right!), hormonal imbalance, exhausted, sad, low blood sugar, sensory triggers and the list went on and on.

I didn’t necessarily find one answer, although I have to say I kind of like the addiction answer. Whatever it is, I really do wish I could drool and salivate over things such as broccoli, carrots, cauliflower, asparagus and the likes. Don’t get me wrong, I love veggies, really love veggies, but I really can’t remember a time I drool or salivated for them. Or had that I-have-to-have-that-right-now kind of feeling. It just hasn’t happened. 

Yet.

P.S. I know, I know, you already know this, but I have to say it. Check out Confessions of a Fat Girl on Facebook. C’mon, become a fan. I’ll thank you for it!

Hungry girl

I am an Internet and computer junkie, really, I am. I definitely know my husband would attest that.

I am always online checking out different websites – whether it’s a cool photographer (http://meganphoto.com/blog/) or a really interesting personal journey, although not health related (http://www.mattlogelin.com/) or other blogs (http://www.areavoices.com/mastrgunr/). I have a few favorite websites that are bookmarked and I am signed up to receive e-mail newsletters from several sites, as well. 

But when it comes to my healthy new lifestyle and journey, one of my all-time favorite sites – okay, besides Weight Watchers – is Hungry Girl (http://www.hungry-girl.com/). This girl, I mean woman, happens to be Lisa Lillien and she is full of spunk, let me tell you. I actually really don’t know who she is, I mean personally, but she is awesome when it comes to healthy eating.

I have never met her, although it would be really, really cool. And I am not getting paid for saying nice things about her. In fact, she doesn’t have a clue who the heck I am. But I know her and appreciate all of her tips. Many of which I have used as part of my new healthy lifestyle.

In fact, I have two of her cookbooks, am a fan of her Facebook page and I am signed up for her daily e-mails. She has taught me about Vitatops and Laughing Cow light cheese and Arnolds Sandwich Thins and egg tartlets and oh, so much more. She is as real as real can get when it comes to eating food that is good for you, but is also tasty and not boring. She likes what I call fun foods. 

It seems she has really gained popularity last year with her appearances on several morning talk shows and on the Rachel Ray show. My favorite thing about Hungry Girl is getting the daily e-mails. She often talks about new foods on the market and always includes point values for each thing. For instance, on Monday, her e-mail included information about new flavors of Yoplait light yogurt and about new Bagel thins from Thomas’ Bagels that are only worth 1 point each. Seriously, that is cool information. And not something I probably would have learned if it wasn’t for my Hungry Girl e-mails. She also has recipes and different ways to make some of your favorite dishes, but in a healthier way.

Many people have asked where I come up with some of the food choices I make or different tips I learn and many of them come from Hungry Girl. Yes, many of them also come from Weight Watchers. I definitely can’t forget about them. I love Weight Watchers, as all of you already know. 

But just in case you didn’t know about Lisa Lillien and Hungry Girl, I thought I would clue you in. You really should check her out and if anything, sign up for her daily e-mails. She will share a wealth of knowledge with you, I promise!

P.S. And once again, don’t forget, Confessions of a Fat Girl is on Facebook. Check it out. You can also check out Hungry Girl on Facebook and become a fan of her, too!